A Supported Sabbatical

Photo: Hannah van Zanten

Making room for healing, creativity, nature, and the next honest step.


For the past several years, I’ve been rebuilding my life from the inside out.

Not perfectly.
Not in a straight line.
Just honestly.

Learning how to create a life that feels more grounded, connected, creative, and alive.


I’ve spent much of my life working hard.

Caring for others.
Adapting quickly.
Figuring things out.

But lately, I’ve been learning something:

Meaningful things emerge in me when I’m not living in constant pressure and survival mode.

Writing.
Music.
Ideas.
Healing.
Vision.

Not forced.
Not hustled.

Just slowly growing from a more honest way of living.


I’ve been quietly writing a book called The Middle Ground.

A book about learning to live outside of extremes.
Outside of self-abandonment.
Outside of performance.

At the center of it are three simple anchors:

Pay Attention.
Be Kind.
Tell the Truth.


Photo: Rebecca Bauer

“That was the last day I had a drink.
But it wasn’t the last time I abandoned myself.”


“There is a way to live that isn’t built on extremes.
A way to stay—with yourself, with what’s real, with what’s true.
The middle ground.”


At the same time, I’ve been slowly building something called Creek Club.

A small, nature-based space for children and families.

Creek walks.
Creativity.
Outdoor play.
Emotional safety.
Slower rhythms.

In many ways, Creek Club and The Middle Ground are rooted in the same belief:

Healing often begins when we slow down enough to pay attention.


Photo: Rebecca Bauer

Lately, I’ve been slowly reconnecting with God again.

Through prayer.
Through stillness.
Through sunlight and birdsong.
Through the open road.
Through beauty.
Through gratitude.

And through the generosity of other people.


I’ve also begun writing songs.

Some of them emerged from grief.
Some from healing.
Some from remembering.

One of those songs is Mothered Me Home.

Mothered Me Home

I’ve been praying for four things:

Provision.
Guidance.
Peace.
Ease.

And lately, I’ve been realizing that provision doesn’t always arrive the way we expect.

Sometimes it looks like a financial gift.
Sometimes it looks like an invitation.
Sometimes it looks like family.
Sometimes it looks like an open door.
Sometimes it looks like someone simply saying,
“Come with us.”

I’m learning to pay attention to all of it.


Photo: Elizabeth Nord

This page is simply an invitation into this season.

Making room.

For healing.
For writing.
For music.
For nature.
For creativity.
For rest.
For exploration.

And for whatever honest work emerges next.


If you’d like to support this season, thank you.

Support can also look like:

  • Prayer
  • Encouragement
  • Sharing my work
  • Beautiful place recommendations
  • Collaboration
  • Invitations
  • Supporting future Creek Club projects

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Occasional updates, writing, music, photos, and reflections.


The life I’m building now feels:

Slower.
Truer.
Kinder.
More connected.

And for the first time in a long time, I’m beginning to trust that becoming fully myself may actually be enough.